Day 79

Forgot to mention that the Jack White/Alicia Keys Bond theme song was one of the major highlights of the new Bond movie... LOVED IT.. Her voice sounds a little thin in places but I can look over that to the brilliance of it's whole.. :) i really really really like ittttt.

songs with annoyingly 

IRONIC TITLES

that keep popping up on my ipod 

when it's on shuffle...

- Lover (you don't treat me no good no more)

- Single Ladies

- Losing You

- It's All Your Fault

- Broken Heart

- Beautiful Liar

SATURDAY

Got up early-ish.. worked at Lynbrook Village as an elf for four hours - it was fun! Kudos to Kim for being great to work with :) Sooooo tired after it all though.. ahh!

Was only home for about 20 minutes before Dad took me to Krista & Andrew's wedding - it was at the Police Academy Chapel in Glen Waverly.. i swear I want to get married there now.. so beautiful! The wedding was small and lovely.

Congrats Andrew & Krista!!  

♥

It was really nice to see Lyndy as well - as a brunette! she was gorgeous in a floor length green dress.. & Krista's train had all this pretty beading on it, and she wore a veil in the back of her hair instead of over her face - it looked prettyyyyyyy!!

Quote of the day: "It's like Ozzy Ostrich - in my flowers!" -Lynda 

(there were no birds, there was just this cool feathery stuff around the bouquets...)

there was probably more to my day, but i don't think much of it was worth mentioning.

I did clean like crazy actually.. 

My family put Star Wars on & i wasn't feeling it! 

Haha.. so i cleaned my room +shrugs+

it was driving me crazy so it's nice to be able to see the floor again.

+sigh+

so tired. it's like life doesn't want to let you breathe.

You know when you get into something by accident? You can't believe it's happening to you.. every moment is just sooooo special. It's amazing to start with, and you start to hope....... but then it starts to go bad. Just a little. And while you know exactly what's gonna happen - because you're watching it unfold in front of you - you stay? You still hope. 

You know when you want to believe in someone? When you want them to be who you know they can be, Instead of the person they're known to be.. do you know that feeling? When you realise that they have you in a corner, and you really should jump ship, because you'll end up looking the fool? But you don't?

Then when when it ends, you're devastated. You feel betrayed.. and you ask why.

even though you know why.

and inside, you're beating yourself up over your own stupidity?

Yeah.

Feels goooooood.