Day 68

So i might have two new jobs sometime this year.

I might leave the Potter by the middle of September.

I'll keep you posted.

It's all very exciting.

This week is going to be a bit mental so expect lots of pictures and not too many words.

Monday - work + house tea + movies with sam (freaking hilarious, i heart great company)

Tuesday - work + date with Generation/Rafters (my home night for this week)

Wednesday - work + make a wish fundraiser cocktail party thing

Thursday - work + cell

Friday - work + 21st birthday party/farewell party

PLAYLIST

Metric - Gold Girls Guns

Relient K - Up & Up

Florence & the Machine - Kiss with a Fist

DAY 64-67

Facts.

I am broke. Again.

I'm looking forward to beach mission.

God is good.

My license is back in three weeks and two days.

In an average week, I work at least 8 hours over the standard full time working week of 36 hours.

I get paid 3.5 dollars less than the minimum wage for my occupation.

I love spending time with my family.

I'm still a bit lonely living in Hawthorn.

Friends are amazing but Jesus is there when they can't be which is cool.

Charmaine is moving to Kew so I get to see her more! This is exciting.

I can't complete a whole crossword without my Mum. I'm okay with that though.

Our new home internet has been more problematic than the old connection. damn it!

A friend I made on the train has put me in touch with HR at a prominent hotel chain.

This will hopefully result in a job.

I am really sick of having gross hands. Stupid hospitality.

I really don't want to go back to uni next year.

It's never too early for M&M's.

Lots of people are leaving the country. More specifically, people I know.

I would really like a diary.

I need to sleep some more.

Gospel Sundays ftw.

Cars are just so fun!

Dancing is 40% confidence, 20% flexibility, 10% skill and 30% inspiration.

Church is NOT boring. This morning was insaaane.

I've double booked myself x5 on Sunday, x2 for Monday, and x2 for Tuesday & Thursday. I suck.

Friendsthatiwouldliketosendlovetoviathisblog.

Charmaine.

Jess.

Grace.

Danielle.

Tim C.

Katho.

Tim H.

Ange.

Mel.

Sarah Sugars.

Sam.

Wally.

Jenny.

Hamish S.

Focus.

Working hard.

Getting a new job.

Saving money.

Being a better version of myself.

Loving/giving/trusting more.

Day 63

Today was mostly okay at work but not really.

Yeah.

Had big cell which was good.

Challenging/inspiring/informative/fun

I really like people.

It helped kill the 'alone-in-a-strange-land' vibe i've been feeling a bit lately.

It's probably mostly me being a loser but I just miss my old life at the moment. ((and the people in it))

Not wholly & completely - just parts of it.

Coz i like where I'm kind of at now and stuff, with living arrangements, and changes in stuff.

Yep.

Stuff.

I tired.

Ummmmm coffee with charm tomorrow, yay.

Then Friday, which i like.

Although i realised i have to pay HEAPS of stuff this week so looks like it will be another bottom-of-the-barrel week next week too. Bum.

Day 62

today sucked too.

what is that?

i'm sure this week will redeem itself eventually.

hooray for packed to the rafters & curry & housemates.

im really broke. i had to get 20c off Hannah so i could afford to catch the train :s

i really like Florence & the Machine.

should have new optus internet as of tonight so i can start posting properly again.

although as of today...

I ONLY HAVE A MONTH LEFT.

til i can legally drive.

YEAH!

Day 61

today wasn't that great, but that's okay.

Day 60

australian idol.

new judge seems like a nice guy.

the poor young contestants have no idea what they're doing.

andrew g isn't that hot any more possibly because he's now married?

Day 57/58/59

home internet has been awful lately so sorry for the mishmash of days...

like the new layout?

i think i like it.

the design doesn't really go all the way down which is annoying.

i'm kind of sick of the super diary feel.

let's just enjoy each other's company.

look.

http://jessicamooney.squarespace.com

listen.

www.myspace.com/timmycoghill

tv.

foxtel ads with slug boy

cuddly ads with cute children

glee ads

+

purple vintage sweaters

live music

only a month left of licenselessness

-

new tyres costing a million billion bucks

leaving ipods at other people's places

musicians to watch & love

anna salen

ben abraham

timothy coghill

..photos by a mate's super talented girlfriend - Esther Kosciuk

Day 56

work/music meeting

work: busyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. gotta love wednesdays. i was really tired from going to bed late last night.

music meeting: good. i had a V at lunch and it's made me jittery. plus there's lots in my brain at the moment.

so it was hard to concentrate in places. but everyone is so lovely! and we danced to frank sinatra.

brain expoldations.

new job. would need something that's good money and lots of hours to save heaps by Christmas but want to dissapear for two weeks in january (beach mission) which wouldn't go down well with Chrissy being the biggest business season like, ever. Plus I want to go overseas for all of february PLUS want to work full time for the remainder of this year but go down to part time with guaranteed hours if i go back to uni next year.

Perfect job? Anyone got one? I'm so staying a the potter. +sigh+

jesus. am i okay with where i am right now? is it a race to who can be the most spiritually enlightened? can i marinate in one lesson for months on end or is this laziness? or dedication and thorough understanding? why is speaking in tongues so important for prayer? how come i've always been fine with certain areas of christian life but now suddenly it all seems outdated and irrelevant? why am i suddenly doing and saying and thinking things i would never have dreamed of and being okay with it? why is it that i'm so sure about what i believe yet i have no theological reason for it? is it okay to base you life on something you can't debate over with complete certainty? is that all part of growing as a christian?

life. is routine ruining me? am i the person this year has made me or am i just in a phase? why does my hair always look better when it's dirty? why is it that when i have finally reached a stage of being able to appreciate the beauty of a full night's sleep i can never get any?

playlist. from memory.

the shake (awful feeling)

in for the kill

heartbreaker

gimmie sympathy

the sweater song

i wish you were here

orpheus

you can call me al

angel

never miss a beat

i miss watching tv with my housemates.

Day 55

work/dinner/hangouts

work: workish. good soup.

dinner: good food, good convo, good music, different opinions.

hangouts: thought-provoking, predictable

Day 54

work/house tea

work: ran late, mostly okay but some parts sucked.

house tea: i love enchiladas, and my housemates.

Day 53

wake up - 9.30am

turn off light/computer - 10.45pm

attempt to change flat tyre*

realise spanner thing is non existent

realise that all housemates spanner things are too small

kick car

church

talk

lift home

get right sized spanner thing from ange

change tyre - again

freak out neighbors

allow self to be assisted by manly male neighbor & his friend

discover that spare tyre is also flat

kick car

give up

eat lunch

phone calls

hangouts with josie & fi

groceries

tv

sweet things

crosswords

call mum

sleep

* okay so i have four tyres on my car, as most of you do. BUT three of them are pretty much bald and need replacing. i had one good one and my mate put it on the front drivers side because apparently that's where i needed it for safety/effectiveness, whatever. Guess which tyre was flat?! Yep. LAME!!!!!!

Day 52

so my internet is shocking.

takes ten minutes to load a page. grrrr.

so please excuse the vague, nonsensical posts and lack of pictures.

saturday was a really good day. lots of love for saturday.

wake up - 10.30am

turn off light/computer - 1.30am

tax

garden

plan

walk

talk

drink

talk

freeze

eat

talk

eat

collapse

pay

dance

dance

dance

sleep

shout outs to : Dave, Melanie, Lauren & Bre, Grace, Cladi, Ben, Alex, V & Steph.

Day 51

So maybe this post will end up reading like several badly written haikus.

Amazing night out.

Three hours sleep.

Train with Hannah.

Mum running late.

Could have slept in.

Zombie.

Start work early.

Kind of.

Good day.

Matisyahu and Freddy make love.

Breakfast becomes the most important meal?

The most interesting at least.

Fifteen minute fun.

Phone numbers!

Spilling stuff is hilarious.

The first hundred times.

Okay fix it now.

SO.

TIRED.

Oven pizza.

Lemon fizz.

Dance.

Read.

Shower.

Sleep.

I hope he calls me tomorrow.