19.12

Got some test results back.

Apparently I have a fructose malabsorption issue.

Which, in super basic terms, is my body not liking sugar.

Unfortunate.

18.12

Me: "What are your general thoughts on Lady GaGa? For roadtrip music? Im a fan when the mood is right. still trying to work out if i should be admitting that or not."

Anna: "I feel like there definitely are times when the mood is right. In fact, when is it ever not approriate to sing 'lets have some fun this beat is sick i wanna take a ride on your disco stick'?"

That is why i'm driving to Brisbane with this girl.

17.12

I haven't updated for ages and i feel bad because lots has been happening and im not all emo any more, that was just a bad day..... but its late and i have to get up for work in like six hours.

soooo.

Brain vomit? Okay.

My laptop battery exploded and i need a new one. interesting. Alex, thanks, & i like the template too! It grew on me. Holly Dyroff, this is my trying to get you another Google mention - also, you're amazing. My housemates are all leaving me this week! There will be about 30% of my house home for the next week til we all scatter for christmas day.. feels weird! i just paid 300 bucks and got new brakes on my car because there were actually none left. my mechanic was shocked nothing was more broken. i have Lady GaGa's song, Bad Romance in my head. I have finally finished all the tests i was doing and am just waiting on the results of the last ones. The bloods came back inconclusive. I can't wait til summer, beach mission/roadtrip is/are going to kick asssssssss. i am feeling soooo much better than before, thank ya Jesus! He's pretty awesome. Christmas is next week. Life is crazy. I am tired but happy. That's all.

??.11

BLAHHHHHHHHHH.

This is me, blowing massive 'screw you' raspberries at life and my physical self.

I look like a druggie.
I have needle marks on both my arms and cuts all up my right forearm.
I am so sick of never being well.
I hate having to miss work because i just can't get out of bed because it hurts.
Hopefully these tests i have to get done will find out exactly what's wrong with me.
It could be as simple as allergies or IBS or it could be Crones.
Whatever it is, it will explain my sudden intolerance to dairy & green apples (i know, right?)
AND it will mean i can not be sick for like, 40% of the year.

So while things in my life aren't completely awful, they are a bit messy and i'm in coping mode.
Why do you care? Wellll you don't. Or you don't have to. It just means that if you read my blog you'll get lots of songs for a while... and emo lyrics/quotes... and seemingly arbitrary.. well.. everything.


sorry about that.




on a lighter note, summer is going to be amazing.

Beach mission is going to be super fun. can't wait for that.
Roadtrip dates have been cut a little because Anna has to be back by the 28th of Jan for work.
So we're leaving on the 18th and we're going to be spending a night or two in all the following places;
Tamworth, Tweed Heads, Byron Bay/Nimbin, Gold Coast, Laidley (Brisbane), & Orange. (Apparently there's a giant orange there. and you know how everyone loves giant stuff..)
I'm going to miss BDO by like, a day, which is a bummer because i got a ticket and everything!
But i know a few people who are dying to go so i won't have any issues selling it.
I'm waiting for Taking Back Sunday to announce a sideshow to their Soundwave appearance, because i've pretty much given up on getting a Soundwave ticket.... but they haven't announced one yet?! But Opeth have. Seriously, who gives a crap about Opeth...?! Give me TBS any day.

I had more to say but I've forgotten.




Okay.













"You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains."

14.11

your kicks don't hit.

in your eyes i see the eyes of somebody i knew before. are you free or are you tied up?

i am a fighter.

9.11

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPqnxFgCrhg

Sooo embedding is disabled but copy & paste this link because its a great song.

you've probably already heard it.

The clip is odd but just close your eyes and listen!

I think I have a crush on Robyn.

ha.

Also loving..

20 Dollar - M.I.A

Hurricane Drunk - Florence + the Machine

My Boy Builds Coffins - Florence + the Machine

XX (Album) - The XX

I've Been Thinking - Handsome Boy Modeling School ft Cat Power

thinking it would be fun to have my hair like this over the summer. mostly because i can. thoughts?

four days til i'm off my P's. Yeeeeeeew!

25.10

"I understand how scissors can beat paper, and I get how rock can beat scissors, but there’s no way paper can beat rock. Is paper supposed to magically wrap around a rock and leave it immobile? When I play, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my fist and say, oh shit, I’m sorry, I thought paper would protect you, dickhead."

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAAAAAAAA.

ALSO!

i've decided on summer plans.

beach mission for the first two weeks of january.

two days at home.

then anna & i are road tripping up to Brisvegas!!!!!

Gonna go inland, then spend a few days with a friend of hers, then meander our way back to Melbs via Coff's Harbour, Tweed Heads, Byron Bay, Tamworth & anywhere else that strikes our fancy.

Cannot. Freaking. Wait.

This summer is going to be the best yet.