Day 44

RANT 1.

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate not having a car.

i hate that everyone thinks I'm an awful driver.

i hate when other people speak for me & say i lost my license from speeding all the time.

i hate not being able to drive in this gorgeous weather. 

i hate getting passenger's arm tan.

i hate having to factor in transport before making decisions.

i hate having to ask people for rides.

i hate my weekend plans being dependent on other people's schedules.

i hate waking up every morning feeling like a complete loser.

i hate feeling trapped.

RANT 2.

i hate suddenly finding yourself alone when you weren't before.

i hate people who just up & leave.

i hate feeling like an intruder.

i hate missing people.

i hate not being sure if said people are missing you too.

i hate being paranoid.

i hate being misunderstood.

i hate not being able to say what i mean.

i hate when Saturday morning plans get ruined.

i hate feeling physically sick purely from tiredness.

i hate awkward parties.

i hate being injured.

i hate being sick.

RANT 3.

I love the sun.

I love when your favourite songs come on the radio.

I love good friends.

I love maccas after a big night.

I love giving presents.

I love hugs.

I love being relaxed.

I love feeling like something big is coming.

CHILLED OUT PLAYLIST LOVE.

Maggie May - Rod Stewart

Old Man - Neil Young

The Show - Lenka

Electric Feel - MGMT

16 - Sneaky Sound System

Hate That I Love You - Rihanna

He Still Loves Me - Beyonce

Changes - 2pac

Hosanna - Brooke Fraser

Shout Unto God - Hillsong United

The Con - Tegan & Sara

You Went Away - Tegan & Sara

Mystery - Brooke Fraser

Walk on the Ocean - John Mayer

Annie, If You're Listening - Horsell Common

I Could Have Lied - RHCP

Shadow Feet - Brooke Fraser

Walking With A Ghost - Tegan & Sara

DISCOVERIES & DECLARATIONS.

Dean has a super super nice family!

Thongs that aren't Havianas hate my feet.

It is possible to apply party makeup in less than 2 minutes.

Tetris on facebook is even more addictive than Tetris on my phone.

Hammocks truly are the best things ever.

HP Maccas can & has actually gotten slower.

HEART HAND DISTRIBUTION CENTRE.

Charm - can't imagine doing life & late nights without you! you're rad!

Cam - thanks for letting us crash your house & watch your foxtel

Dean - ta for the mattress & the blankets - & for asking even though you were going to get them anyway haha.

Mel - thanks for your smile-and--warm-fuzzy-feeling inducing text! hope your headache clears up.

Rod Stewart - your version of Maggie May is making my weekend.

Heath Ledger - love your work, rest in peace.

SO AFTER ALL THAT.. WHAT DID I DO ON SATURDAY?

Love love love love love love loved the weather. (this particular point is continuous throughout the list)

Got to sleep about 6am.

Woke up at 9 coz Scott had to leave.

Had tea, toast & chats with Charm, Wendy & Dean.

Road tripped it home.

Had maccas.

Smashed foot on concrete & hurt it BADDDDD. I'm still limping.

Showered.

Found the hammock & SLEPT for about an hour.

Got all girly & organised.

Got to Uncle's bday bash.

Didn't know anyone there aside from uncle & my two cousins.

Drank strong cocktails made by my underage cousin.

Arbitrary kerfuffle.

Got giant blisters from cousin's thongs on top of already super sore foot.

Got to the point of being unable to walk.

Piked on Erin's 21st coz I CANT WALK.. 

((((i'm so sorry babe. SOOOO SORRY!!!! I love you! I'll make it up to you!))))

Got home.

Bandaged feet.

Ate pizza.

Blogged.

Crashed...........................................