Day 155

AM.

I am an emotional & physical wreck from this whole moving business.

So tired.

Painted this morning, finished the wall. I think it looks good. We had some issues with patchiness and bad masking tape not doing it's job, but for an amateur paint job i think it looks fiiiine.

ARVO. 

And i'm super teary today, weird?

I'm fine with living away from the 'rents.. obviously i'll miss them because they're awesome but I've worked through that.. but today I've been crying at everything. The very thought of moving everything. Conversations about whether I should come home again tonight or just stay. Looking at my empty room. Thinking about how my brother will be living in it. Cleaning out my stuff. 

So silly.

Changed plans when we heard Saturday was gonna be 44 degrees, and we're moving all my furniture to my new place tonight. Means I'll start living there as of today. Don't really know if i'm ready for this whole living out of home junk. but here it goes.

PM.

Moved everything. Isaac helped Dad get the heavy stuff off the trailer - thanks so much dude!!

Hannah & Lauren & Zac helped my set up my room which meant I was nice and surrounded by people and pulled together.. So basically didn't turn into a blubbering mess when my folks left. 

I think if i had been on my own my first night I might have been a total crybaby.

I'm looking forward to living here, but not as much as i'm looking forward to sleeping tonight.