Day 43

spit it out. (that's what she said....? okay no.)

So i'm thinking about gong back to uni. Bought a VTAC guide and everything!

I found this course at VU which is Communications, open brackets Digital Media, Professional Writing and Public Relation close brackets. But it's three years. THREE WHOLE YEARS.

And it's at Vic Uni. Don't think they have an amazing reputation for Arts. But i'd rather go into a specific arts course and have a definite area of study than go into a general arts degree at Monash or Melbourne and get lost in it.

Going to the open day this week to check it out, anyway.

I've never been to an open day.

I'm kind of nervous. What do I need to ask? What sort of info should i get?

I still want to travel next year so might try and do that in late jan early feb so i can get back and start uni in march. yeah.

I just got my hair all messed up and how i like it and now its the weekend and i have to look all girly so i have to wash it. boo.

Fabian's last weekend here is only 48 hours away. We're going out friday and saturday night which should be good fun. Hence the washing of the hair and the looking girly, etc.

I'm gonna miss having him around...... lame.

*shakes fist at stupid usa stealing my friends*

Saw Tamar & V on my public transport adventures this morning. Made a nice start to the day :)

I'm thinking about applying for a job at Supre @ Bourke St Mall. I might hit the customers though. So maybe not a good idea.

I'm totally kidding.

it's really really super windy outside right now. Hope the giant tree out front doesnt squish me while i sleep.

i have a thousand million tiny cuts on my hands from work, who knows how i managed it. they hurt. and won't heal. i carry around hand moisturiser coz my hands are so dry. weird? maybe. i have lots of burns, too. DAMN IT this freaking place is marking me! whinge whinge whinge

May was my month of crazy 21st etc, and August is turning out to be the month of double bookings.

21/8 -I have a 21st and an engagement - both of which i really really want to go to. however one is about ten minutes from my house and the other is an hour away.

15/8 - i have two birthdays, one's a 21st, and a gig.... can go to two of them with no fuss.... but will have to miss out on seeing heaps of schoolfriends at the other party.

22/8 - a big gig/farewell shindig that is shaping up to be huge/fun/exciting/musically delightful and a 21st of someone who put heaps of effort into their party/i love & think is awesome/i want to see for their birthday

damn it.

breakfast with mum tomorrow, YAY!

should sleep, super wrecked.

my room right now is so freaking gross. it's beyond messy and onto, does anyone even live here? you know how you can handle messy to an extent, but then it gets annoying? Yeah.

here's a taste of what i can see at a casual glance..

open cupboard doors two milk crates buried under crap belt shoes OH HEY there are my shoes cardigan dress with sequins box of primary school memorabilia mX times four beat mag cream mag pile of books pile of tax stuff open drawers more clothes makeup bag calendar cords for laptop phone alarmclock plastic bags three pairs of jeans couch covered in clean laundry orange juice bottle times two and they're two different brands, fancy that.

i'm going mental. i think i've pushed everything off my bed bar my laptop so i think i'll just turn off the light and sleep facing the wall so i don't think about it. or dream about it.

OH speaking of dreams i had a weird one last night about melb uni & clothes & work & being dressed wrong & being late & getting lost... it was sooooo odd. Possibly meaningful. But my fingers hurt so you'll all just have to lose sleep wondering what my dream was while i go dream some more.

the end.