Day 10

I lost today to sleep & the lack of, to channel v, bacon & eggs, nachos, to recollection & regret, to hangovers, to navman directions, to heated lounges & hastily re-made mattresses.

there was heaps on tonight. i bailed on it all.

i feel bad. there were a couple of things i really wanted to go to.

but im at the point where i stop and kind of go, hey, i'm actually exhausted.

i'm scared about getting old and having no friends because I never go anywhere anymore.

but you know.. i can't do it. i can't handle it.

i. need. to. sleep.

blahhhhhh

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Grace - chats

Mama - love

Joel - gifts

Album of the hour.

TAKING BACK SUNDAY - New Again

it's definitely growing on me.

(caution, may contain some coarse language)

remember me?

i'll kick you in the head before i'll kiss you on the mouth

you make me feel like dirt but i'll make sure you get home

you treat me like a whore and i let you, every time

this is me

walking away

don't let this slow you down

decades on, after battles lost and won,

left with empty loves and pointless lives

did you really think i'd wait?