Like the land before time.

So it's day 0.

Licenseless as of tomorrow.

DA DA DAAAAAAA.

Next!

Had a great afternoon tea today.

I like nice people.

I like food.

Life is good.

or is it?!

Ohhhh dear ones, i kid.

Life is good.

This afternoon was kind of bittersweet though. I drove home from work loving the sun and the blue sky and the drive.. but knowing it was probably the last time I'll drive for a while. Knowing that while today was a good day, I've missed out on a day off from work. Knowing that while it means i'll hopefully get to rest, I'm going to have to not go to a few things this weekend and therefore let a few of my friends down.

weeeeeew.

There's just so much in my head at the moment. I don't know where it's all come from. None of it is life or death stuff. Just.. earrrgh. Life stuff. Career. Future. Education. Money. Family. Love. Friends. Whatever.

__rant

Twitter annoys me.

Twit (noun, informal) a silly or foolish person.

The hype is unbelievable! I read an entire article on Lily Allen's twitter habits & how they proved that she listened to the gossip magazine's shopping advice & bought ksubi jeans? Blah.

Actually, discussed it at afternoon tea & i'm not as irate about it as i was earlier. But I resolved to write about it, so there it is.

__ramble

Does liking L.M. Montgomery books make me uneducated, backward? I love them. All the Anne books, Emily books.. they make me happy & i get really absorbed in the characters. I like a fair bit of the stuff that's out now, but I can always rely on the classics, you know?

I forget where I was going with this. All i know is i was a little bit embarrassed when the lady next to me was reading about a little child in a third world country and i was reading about a redhead with an overactive imagination.. and i wasn't sure why. Each to their own I suppose.

I'm so tired. It's a few hours after i typed all that... it's nearly ten & i wasted my whole night on an episode of NCIS.

i'm sad.

My head hurts. I can't drive. I think i'll have to organise to get another Keypass because my current one doesn't have my new address on it, which will be expensive and annoying. I have no money. I got another parking ticket today.* I don't want to work tomorrow. I don't want to get up in the freezing cold & go get the tram. I don't want to have to surpress everything I think & feel for 9 hours then come home & have noone to talk to. (Housemates will all be out tomorrow) i don't like being broke. I miss my family. I hate how I can't find a balance between seeing people and sleeping. I hate my eyes for being red and sore all the time. I don't like my haircut, i look like a librarian. I don't have any warm clothes and i'm always cold. I don't like that a lot of this is my own fault. I don't like having no food & no money to buy food & no energy to shop or be creative with what I have. I don't like being awake. I want to sleep. For ages.

but.

Joel brought me muffins and they saved the day. My mum loves me and she sends cute texts that make me happy. Today was sunny and i had a fun day at work. I have a book to read on the tram so I won't get bored. I have no plans for tomorrow night so I can just sleep all I like.

That's all I have.

It's just all a bit too much sometimes.

I'm such a freaking whinger.

I need to go to bed.

Okay.

Doing that now.

* parking ticket story!

so last week i got a parking ticket at Safeway if all places - I had NOOOO idea you had to pay there, I park there all the time without paying! But that was my own fault, whatever. I can't afford it but it will work out.

BUT TODAY i parked my car where I always do, and the machine said free parking til 24th of June, being today. I put 20c in just to check it was right and nothing happened. So I parked my car only to find a parking ticket on it when I got back. So I called the people you have to call & apparently i'll get a letter in 3 to 4 weeks, hopefully telling me it was all a mistake and the machine was faulty. BUT the other cars next to me had the tickets from the machine so i'm scared that something just screwed up, because that's my kind of luck. Oh gosh, i hope not. The tickets are $57 apiece and i can't freaking afford it!!!!!!!!!

PS: I'm sorry there are no pictures. i know it's boring and awful without any. Promise I'm working on it.