??.11

BLAHHHHHHHHHH.

This is me, blowing massive 'screw you' raspberries at life and my physical self.

I look like a druggie.
I have needle marks on both my arms and cuts all up my right forearm.
I am so sick of never being well.
I hate having to miss work because i just can't get out of bed because it hurts.
Hopefully these tests i have to get done will find out exactly what's wrong with me.
It could be as simple as allergies or IBS or it could be Crones.
Whatever it is, it will explain my sudden intolerance to dairy & green apples (i know, right?)
AND it will mean i can not be sick for like, 40% of the year.

So while things in my life aren't completely awful, they are a bit messy and i'm in coping mode.
Why do you care? Wellll you don't. Or you don't have to. It just means that if you read my blog you'll get lots of songs for a while... and emo lyrics/quotes... and seemingly arbitrary.. well.. everything.


sorry about that.




on a lighter note, summer is going to be amazing.

Beach mission is going to be super fun. can't wait for that.
Roadtrip dates have been cut a little because Anna has to be back by the 28th of Jan for work.
So we're leaving on the 18th and we're going to be spending a night or two in all the following places;
Tamworth, Tweed Heads, Byron Bay/Nimbin, Gold Coast, Laidley (Brisbane), & Orange. (Apparently there's a giant orange there. and you know how everyone loves giant stuff..)
I'm going to miss BDO by like, a day, which is a bummer because i got a ticket and everything!
But i know a few people who are dying to go so i won't have any issues selling it.
I'm waiting for Taking Back Sunday to announce a sideshow to their Soundwave appearance, because i've pretty much given up on getting a Soundwave ticket.... but they haven't announced one yet?! But Opeth have. Seriously, who gives a crap about Opeth...?! Give me TBS any day.

I had more to say but I've forgotten.




Okay.













"You got her heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains."

14.11

your kicks don't hit.

in your eyes i see the eyes of somebody i knew before. are you free or are you tied up?

i am a fighter.

9.11

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sPqnxFgCrhg

Sooo embedding is disabled but copy & paste this link because its a great song.

you've probably already heard it.

The clip is odd but just close your eyes and listen!

I think I have a crush on Robyn.

ha.

Also loving..

20 Dollar - M.I.A

Hurricane Drunk - Florence + the Machine

My Boy Builds Coffins - Florence + the Machine

XX (Album) - The XX

I've Been Thinking - Handsome Boy Modeling School ft Cat Power

thinking it would be fun to have my hair like this over the summer. mostly because i can. thoughts?

four days til i'm off my P's. Yeeeeeeew!